So, apparently I suck at blogging. Or at least, I suck at updating my blog. I log on here and look at my sidebars and click the links there to keep up with other peoples' blogs, but once it comes to mine, I don't do anything. Maybe it's because I know no one follows this blog haha. Or maybe it's because I'M SO FREAKING BUSY! I have no life outside of school! This past week I had a total of 9 hours of sleep...IN 5 DAYS! That's an average of 1.8 hours of sleep a day! Crazy! All I do is eat. school. homework. no sleep in there. Granted I find sleep a waste of time, but it is unfortunately a life necessity to functioning. One day I shall invent a pill or patch that let's me stay awake for forever.
I look around me and see the world passing by so quickly. Everyone is doing something productive, and everyone has life. I feel as if I'm just a rock slowly sinking in a rushing river. Every time I try to breathe, there's no time. Every time I try to relax. There's not time. Every time I try to enjoy life. There's no time. I hope that college will eliminate this feeling of being buried underneath chains of rules and regulations. Chains of being a teenager. I want to be free and on my own...away from High School. I'm over it. Never thought I would say those words, but it's true. I'm so over it. My friends have all told me how amazing college is, and I'm ready to experience that. I'm so done with HS.
The only good things in my life are my friends (granted there is a plethora of dramas occurring simultaneously...but it's fun nonetheless), band, music, and the idea that all of this work will hopefully one day get me into Harvard.
Life could be better. Life should be better. So why isn't it? ♥
